LesleyB15

Here it is.......... I feel I need to do this........... Sorry....... A simple word, but so hard to say sometimes 💔 Heres an apology Ellie Grace. We didn't send a birthday wish, or light a birthday candle on here this year.......... Or buy you a birthday balloon and send to you like we ALWAYS have....... We also weren't at home at the time you were born to light your candle...... like we ALWAYS have.......... We also didn't write an anniversary message....... All I can say is life is hectic..... a whirlwind........... 3 boys......me & daddy working (3 of my own businesses for me, a office manager for daddy) the house.......... Football training twice a week, swimming for all 3, 6am bootcamp, Friday night cricket or football, Saturday football or mummy working..... A distraction method maybe?????????? To distract us away from the fact that it is 10 years since we became parents...... but also 10 years since we lost you and a piece of us at the same time...... 10 years is a massive milestone in a child's life..... double figures..... a decade...... 10 years is also a long time...... but also it feels like no time at all....... Olivers birthday 8 days before yours, I can feel the emotion rising..... My birthday 12 days after loosing you..... I feel the emotion...... because also 6 days after my birthday is the day we buried you...... All these thoughts go through my mind...... the guilt builds up...... that we haven't left a message on here....... people won't notice, they won't say anything..... but I know, and it kills me...... it makes me feel like I've forgotten about you..... we haven't....... we wouldn't....... how could we?????? Were just doing what we're supposed to do...... get on with life..... that we certainly do with your 3 little brothers..... they make it very hectic...... but you need to know this..... you are NEVER EVER very far from our thoughts..... EVER..... in everything we do...... I just NEEDED to say this...... We love you Always Ellie Grace Beaumont and we will NEVER FORGET YOU 💔 Happy 10th birthday, 10th anniversary and Merry Christmas all rolled into 1. All our love Mummy, Daddy, Alex, Oliver & Freddie xxxxxx

£60.00 (+ £15.00 Gift Aid)

Lucy and josh xxx

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£20.00

Lesley Beaumont

Merry Christmas Ellie Grace ❤️ Our 10th 1 without you. We lit our candle tonight and all had a quiet moment thinking, before your brothers started with their silly antics..... I tried to take a nice picture of them, stood with our picture of you..... 17 takes it took me!!!!! They certainly do brighten up the hardest times without you, days like today being 1 of them...... behind all the laughter and giggles with your brothers there is sadness.... empty chairs, spaces where your presents should be, arms missing your cuddles, hands missing yours slipping into it whilst were out on our family walks...... all those moments we take for granted with the boys are those missed moments we will never get to have with you. Merry Christmas Darling girl, love your forever heartbroken Mummy, Daddy and your brothers who so wish they could of met you Alex, Oliver and Freddie xxxxxx

£30.00 (+ £7.50 Gift Aid)